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My girlfriend and I recently broke up (a couple of days ago) I cheated on her 2 years ago with a common friend of ours. I was too guilty about what happened and tried to forget and hide to her what happened. Last January, I proposed to her and she said YES. We were in a long distance relationship after the proposal since she needs to work overseas. It was hard for us to cope up with the relationship since we are both not used of long distance relationship. We argue alot with non sense things. September of this year we had a minor argument and she said she knew about the cheating 2 years ago. I was very shocked and confused how she knew all along. She broke up with me after that. I tried pleading and asking for forgiveness to what happened. I want her back real bad. She’s mad as hell and sometimes still talk about the cheating i made. As of the moment, we still make small talks thru Facebook. I’m still too depressed and look miserable. Our common friends she talked to said I will need to pursue her if I really want her back (my ex girlfriend said she might give me a chance if i do more effort of getting her back). I don’t know if that’s a good sign or not. I still feel sad to what happened. She still sends me messages but I tend to reply in very short messages. She’s sending me messages saying that there’s someone chatting her and trying to court her (which is seriously breaking my heart everytime). I’m scared not to talk to her because she might accept the other guy and just leave me too broken. I’m scared that if I give her time to think and be back after a few weeks or months, she might not love me anymore and wouldn’t want me back in her life.
When you are in public, dining, at a bar any social function. Do you see her eyes darting about more than usual… is she scanning the room? If her attention to you seems less intense, it probably is. Even if her new partner is aware of you, she will always be “casing” the situation, always trying to be prepared for the unexpected encounter… Another sign to look for: You are sitting across the table from her and the topic of your feelings for one another comes up. Is she looking you straight in the eyes hanging on your every word – or is she looking down or past you or maybe her gaze is glossy and unfocused. Her sincerity towards you is in her eyes, especially when she utters the phrase “I love you.” If she is not looking you straight in the eye when she says that, there could be a problem.